Good Enough?

I can't live the Christian life. I'm not strong enough. I do well for a time...then I fall. I always fall. And though I tell myself I won't fall again, and that I won't fail with a certain sin again, I always do. I try to counter this failure with acts of kindness, or through reading the Bible, or praying. I guess I'm trying to feel better about myself.

I'm not good enough to be a Christian. I don't deserve God's love. I deserve hell. I prove this daily.

Nothing I do will ever be good enough.